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The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
Sorry I told, I just needed you to know...
25 April 2006 @ 12:29 am
My name:
Who is the love of my life:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw each other:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression upon meeting me:
Do I have any siblings:
Whats one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
Whats my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
What is a memory we have once had:
Have you ever hugged me:
Do you miss me....do you think I miss you:
What is my favorite food:
Have you ever had a crush on me:
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
Whats your favorite memory of me:
Who do I like right now:
What is my worst habit:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing I would bring:
Are we friends:
Comment your responses, and then repost a blank one for yourself!
<3 :)
Who is the love of my life:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw each other:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression upon meeting me:
Do I have any siblings:
Whats one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
Whats my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
What is a memory we have once had:
Have you ever hugged me:
Do you miss me....do you think I miss you:
What is my favorite food:
Have you ever had a crush on me:
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
Whats your favorite memory of me:
Who do I like right now:
What is my worst habit:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing I would bring:
Are we friends:
Comment your responses, and then repost a blank one for yourself!
<3 :)
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredCurrent Music: bad day - daniel powter
24 April 2006 @ 09:56 am
I'm glad this is my last Social Work class..
the girl next to me always has HORRIBLE b.o. yuuuuckk
the girl next to me always has HORRIBLE b.o. yuuuuckk
Current Mood: 
crappy
crappy23 April 2006 @ 12:39 pm
It's doesn't feel very good when someone doesn't believe you about something sooo meaningful.
Guess I'll just have to prove it...
Guess I'll just have to prove it...
Current Mood: 
crushed
crushedCurrent Music: taking back sunday
22 April 2006 @ 01:39 pm
There has GOT to be something wrong with my sense of taste lately, I don't understand. Ok, I already wrote about that thing when that granola bar tasted like bird food.. but today I ate this little cookie with chocolate over it, and it smelled EXACTLY like one of those little handy snack things with the crackers and cheese you dip it in. And then when I tasted it, the chocolate tasted exactly like that nasty processed cheese!!! It was probably one of the grossest experiences ever. *puke*
My mom and I are having a girls night and drinking together tonight,... should be interesting haha. I <3 my mommy.
My mom and I are having a girls night and drinking together tonight,... should be interesting haha. I <3 my mommy.
Current Mood: disgusted
Current Music: black velvet - alannah miles
22 April 2006 @ 11:57 am
Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.
Current Mood: 
loved
lovedCurrent Music: dashboard confessional
22 April 2006 @ 11:49 am
Goals for summer:
Learn to play the harmonica
Work out
Get tan
Go to the beach A LOT
Work
Join a dance class
Read ATLEAST 3 books
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Last night was brighter than sunshine!
Current Mood: loved
lovedCurrent Music: Augustana
21 April 2006 @ 03:41 pm
| Everything Your Friends need to know about You! | |
| Personal Info | |
| Your Name?: | Jamie |
| Your B-Day?: | January 8, 1987 |
| Nicknames?: | Jame, Jamers, Haime, Haim Dizzle |
| Birthplace?: | Bay City, MI |
| Zodiac Sign?: | Capricorn |
| Chinese Zodiac?: | ? |
| Height?: | 5' 3" |
| Hair Color?: | Light Brown |
| Eye Color: | Blue |
| Race, Heritage?: | White, Finnish! |
| In a Relationship?: | Perhaps? |
| About Your Friends | |
| Your Best Friend?: | Sarah/Alannah |
| Your Longest Friend?: | Sarah |
| Your First Friend?: | Of our group of friends? Kristen |
| Are you still Friends?: | Yes |
| Your Newest Friend?: | Shay |
| Like better, Guy or Girl Friends?: | Guy |
| Why?: | Less drama. |
| Have more Guy or Girl Friends?: | Guy |
| Funnest?: | All of 'em. |
| Wierdest?: | Alannah |
| Girliest?: | Rayner |
| Craziest?: | Briffy |
| About Your Family | |
| Your Mother?: | Roxy. |
| Your Father?: | David. |
| Have Brothers?: | Nick and Jake. |
| Sisters?: | Alannah and Caitlyn. |
| This or That | |
| Pepsi - Coke?: | Pepsi |
| Bud - Miller?: | NEITHER, ewww. |
| Bowl - Joint?: | Joint. ;) |
| T.V. - Movie?: | Movie. |
| Magazine - Book?: | Book. |
| Gold - Silver - Platinum?: | Silver. |
| Chinese food - Mexican food?: | Chinese! Yum! |
| Meat - Veggies?: | Meat. |
| Candy - Ice Cream?: | Candy. |
| Milk Shake - Smoothie?: | Milk Shake. |
| Fruit - Vegetables?: | Fruit. |
| Fries - Onion Rings?: | Fries. |
| Rap - Rock?: | Rock. |
| Mountains - Beach?: | Beach. |
| Dogs - Cats?: | Dogs. |
| Tom - Jerry?: | Tom. |
| Road Runner - Wylie Coyote?: | Wylie. |
| Boxers - Briefs?: | Boxers. |
| Thong - Booty Shorts?: | Booty Shorts. |
| Optimist - Pessimist?: | Pessimist. |
| Ocean - Lake?: | Ocean. |
| Kiss - Hug?: | Both. |
| Snow - Rain?: | Rain. |
| SkateBoard - RollerBlade?: | Rollerblade. |
| Favorites | |
| Movie?: | American History X. |
| Actor?: | Christopher Walken. |
| Actress?: | Julia Stiles. |
| Band, Musical Group?: | AFI, Straylight Run, Augustana |
| Song?: | A Slow Descent - Straylight Run, Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis - Brand New |
| Album?: | Deja Entendu - Brand New |
| Non Alcoholic Drink?: | Chocolate Milkshake, oooh I want one now! |
| Alcoholic Drink?: | Cranberry Mike's. |
| T.V. show?: | Family Guy |
| Channel?: | MTV, MINUS trl |
| Food?: | Pasta - preferrably from The Rosebud in Chicago |
| Candy?: | Chocolate |
| Restaurant?: | The Rosebud, duh. |
| Shoes?: | My Chucks! |
| Stuffed Animal?: | My chocolate lab, Wolfgang Matthias. |
| Time of Day?: | Middle of the night/early AM. |
| Season?: | Summer |
| Place?: | Chicago, and somewhere I have yet to be. I know theres more of a favorite out there. |
| Holliday?: | Christmas. |
| Sport?: | Basketball to play. Baseball to watch. |
| Book?: | The Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger, The Idiot - Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck. |
| Author?: | J.D. Salinger. |
| Color?: | Black/Orange. |
| Number?: | 10. |
| Animal?: | Dogs. |
| Pet?: | Dogs. |
| Family Moment?: | Me/Nick/Tom playing when we were little and Tom lived basically in our back yard. |
| Memory with Friend(s)?: | Every one with Jessica. |
| Relationship Stuff | |
| In One?: | Perhaps? |
| Longest Relationship?: | 2.5 - 3 years. |
| With Whom?: | Kyle. |
| First?: | Josh. |
| Your First Kiss?: | Brad. |
| How Was It?: | ... Inexperienced? |
| How Old Were You?: | 12 or 13 I dk. |
| Virgin??: | Ha! |
| If Not, What Age Lost?: | A month before turning 16. |
| Ever Been in Love?: | Yes. |
| In Love Now?: | Perhaps? |
| If Yes, Who?: | Oh, thats too juicy for you! |
| Where'd you go for your First Date?: | I don't remember... |
| Where'd you go on your Favorite Date?: | Hmm.. Being out on the pier. |
| Where'd you go on your Last Date?: | Movies I guess. |
| Now a Bunch of Random Shit | |
| Have any Tattoos?: | Not yet. |
| If Yes, What and Where?: | ... It's going to be in the upper middle of my back. |
| Want any Tattoos, If no or if you want More?: | Yes. |
| If Yes, What and Where?: | ^^^^^^^ |
| Have any Piercings?: | Yes. |
| If Yes, Where?: | Ears double, Two cartilage, and my bellybutton. |
| Want any Piercings, If no or if You want More?: | Want my lip. |
| What do you Drive?: | Haa, my momma's car. |
| Whats your Dream Car or Dream Truck?: | Mazda Miatta. |
| Would You Modify It?: | I dk.. |
| Any other Dream Machines?: | No not really. I like Mercedes too. |
| What Style of Clothes Do you wear?: | It's really my own, I make it as I go. |
| What Kindof Music Do you Listen To?: | Everything really except country and yucky stuff like that. |
| Do You do anything Outdoors?: | Yeah, especially now that its nice out! Yay! |
| If Yes, What?: | Walking, running, hiking... |
| Moon -or- Stars: | Stars. |
| If you could be an animal, Which One?: | Dog. |
| Why?: | They're so incredibly loyal, and happy. |
| If you could look like any celebrity, Which One?: | Amy Smart. |
| Why?: | She's sooo cute. :) |
| Do You like Cartoons?: | Family Guy, ATHF. |
| If Yes, Which is your favorite?: | Family Guy. |
| Day -or- Night?: | Night, for sure. |
| Ever Got High?: | Yes. :/ |
| If Yes, Did you Like It?: | Yes... until one day.. haha. |
| Ever been Drunk?: | Not reallllly. |
| If Yes, How Drunk?: | .... |
| Also If Yes, Did you Have Fun?: | .... |
| Last Time Drunk?: | .... |
| With Who?: | .... |
| Last Time High?: | Last summer. |
| With Who?: | Jake, and a billion other people at a bonfire. |
| Do you like the Writer of this Survey?: | I don't know him! |
| Take this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d | |
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Fuckin simple plan just came on< EWW
21 April 2006 @ 03:09 pm
It looks like its going to rain, possibly we'll have a thunderstorm today. I'm very excited. As was suggested, I probably will sit out in my camper and do homework/read while listening to it. It will be so relaxing.
Last night was a lot of fun, even though not much happened. We had a camper sleepover, haha.. It was interesting. Carl and Matt slept over, Thomas left. Adam stopped by. Then in the morning, Brett and Tom came over for breakfast. It's been fun.
I am just so grateful that I have all my friends back. When I first came home, I felt like I didn't have anyone anymore. Matt and I hung out a lot at first when I got back but then we drifted off again. Now we all hang out like every single day. Not only that, I'm just happy I've been going out more. And I'm also glad that Kristen and I started talking again. It always sucks when you realize you've been really good friends with someone and that now you're not. I think it's cool we're talking again. I'm tryyying to get Sarah to start coming out with us more, because she really needs it. We always have fun.. and she works a lot but hopefully when school gets out she'll have more time to chill with us. Tonight I might go glo bowling or do what I usually do and just tag along but not play, cuz I'm not that big of a fan of bowling. Also this weekend, Alannah and I want to go explore this waterfall we found kinda around Palmer, so I'm looking forward to that. Who wants to join?
:) I'm happy. I feel like things are finally well rounded the way I want them to be.
I <3 my friends. :)
Last night was a lot of fun, even though not much happened. We had a camper sleepover, haha.. It was interesting. Carl and Matt slept over, Thomas left. Adam stopped by. Then in the morning, Brett and Tom came over for breakfast. It's been fun.
I am just so grateful that I have all my friends back. When I first came home, I felt like I didn't have anyone anymore. Matt and I hung out a lot at first when I got back but then we drifted off again. Now we all hang out like every single day. Not only that, I'm just happy I've been going out more. And I'm also glad that Kristen and I started talking again. It always sucks when you realize you've been really good friends with someone and that now you're not. I think it's cool we're talking again. I'm tryyying to get Sarah to start coming out with us more, because she really needs it. We always have fun.. and she works a lot but hopefully when school gets out she'll have more time to chill with us. Tonight I might go glo bowling or do what I usually do and just tag along but not play, cuz I'm not that big of a fan of bowling. Also this weekend, Alannah and I want to go explore this waterfall we found kinda around Palmer, so I'm looking forward to that. Who wants to join?
:) I'm happy. I feel like things are finally well rounded the way I want them to be.
I <3 my friends. :)
Current Mood: happy
happy20 April 2006 @ 06:36 pm
If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
20 April 2006 @ 01:00 pm
silly20 April 2006 @ 11:58 am
It's so nice outside. I spent the morning reading outside in the sun. I hope I got sunburnt but I can't tell yet.
I started the Special K Diet today, we'll see how that goes. "Lose 6 pounds in two weeks." Combining that with running and working out everyday, hopefully I can make some sort of difference. Special K isn't too great tasting though, so I think I need to get a different kind like the fruit and yogurt one next time. ugh.
Ok, I best be off to school now. I never go anymore. Good thing the year is almost over. Geez.
I can't wait for summer.
It's so nice that we're having spring so early too.... :) :) Things feel good.
I started the Special K Diet today, we'll see how that goes. "Lose 6 pounds in two weeks." Combining that with running and working out everyday, hopefully I can make some sort of difference. Special K isn't too great tasting though, so I think I need to get a different kind like the fruit and yogurt one next time. ugh.
Ok, I best be off to school now. I never go anymore. Good thing the year is almost over. Geez.
I can't wait for summer.
It's so nice that we're having spring so early too.... :) :) Things feel good.
Current Mood: 
content
content18 April 2006 @ 11:58 pm
I need a fricken job so I can keep myself busy through more of the day so I don't just sit here waiting and thinking.
Current Mood: sad
sad18 April 2006 @ 11:50 pm
I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, I think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
And in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head
Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead
But all the while my lips are whistling our tune
But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon
And in case you, and in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?
And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me
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I hate how our days keep going like this... You don't even realize how it affects me. Yeah, I have other things I could do, but I don't want to, without you... So I don't know how you can say it doesn't seem like it, but I'm crazy about you.
Crazy
Current Mood: sad
sadCurrent Music: The Spill Canvas
17 April 2006 @ 10:32 am
I have one terrific headache right now.
Good news: I have just been notified that my music class was cancelled and that my test is tomorrow instead. I can't decide if I'm more annoyed that I can't just get it over with or happier that I have more time to study. Ehh.. who cares.
Now, I don't have class until 2 and I am going to chillax with Sarah for a bit. Peace, homes.
Good news: I have just been notified that my music class was cancelled and that my test is tomorrow instead. I can't decide if I'm more annoyed that I can't just get it over with or happier that I have more time to study. Ehh.. who cares.
Now, I don't have class until 2 and I am going to chillax with Sarah for a bit. Peace, homes.
17 April 2006 @ 09:03 am
I didn't sleep much last night and I didn't have much time to eat when I woke up... so I grabbed this random "Smart Zone" granola bar. It's blueberry flavored so that already freaked me out, but then I figured I'd try it anyway, I'm damn hungry. I just tasted it and .... oh my god, it tastes EXACTLY like bird food smells. This is exactly what bird food must* taste like! I'm horrified... I tried to make myself eat it cuz I know I won't eat anything else until I get home around 3:30. It's just not happening, however.
I have a music test today and I don't even care how I do on it. I haven't even studied really. I just want this year to be over.
I'm in my Social Work class right now. Only TWO more classes left this year!! (After today). A class on Wednesday and then on Monday. Then my final is on May 1st.
I'm soooooo excited for summer, you have no idea. It's going to be awesome. I always hope to have a real good summer, "the best summer ever" but guess what? This time, ITS HAPPENING. I'm going to make it. So there!
I have a music test today and I don't even care how I do on it. I haven't even studied really. I just want this year to be over.
I'm in my Social Work class right now. Only TWO more classes left this year!! (After today). A class on Wednesday and then on Monday. Then my final is on May 1st.
I'm soooooo excited for summer, you have no idea. It's going to be awesome. I always hope to have a real good summer, "the best summer ever" but guess what? This time, ITS HAPPENING. I'm going to make it. So there!
Current Mood: okay
okay16 April 2006 @ 11:03 am
14 April 2006 @ 02:42 pm
4 jobs you have had in your life:
1. Student Assistant at the Richardson Library - Interlibrary Loan Department
2. Dog Groomer - PetsMart
3. Sales Associate - Wet Seal
4. Server - NMU Catering Service
4 goals you've set for this year:
1. 3.8 - 4.0 NO LESS! HAA
2. Get a job!
3. Get more sleep!
4. Go out more!
4 movies you could watch over and over:
1. Analyze This/Analyze That
2. Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle
3. American History X
4. Anchorman
4 places you have lived:
1. Chicago, IL
2. Northbrook, IL
3. Negaunee, MI
4. Ishpeming, MI
4 TV shows you love to watch:
1. Family Guy
2. Yo Momma
3. That 70's Show
4. NEXT
4 places you have been on vacation:
1. California
2. Tennessee
3. Florida
4. Nevada
4 websites you visit daily:
1. livejournal.com
2. myspace.com
3. facebook.com
4.
4 of your favourite foods:
1. cereal
2. pasta, really of any sort
3. pizza
4. tacos
4 places you would rather be right now:
1. the black rocks
2. dead river falls
3. cedar
4. anywhere but here
(Note: These places all must be with* someone* though or I wouldn't really want to be there either).
It is soooo nice out today. :)
Time to go back outside!! :)
1. Student Assistant at the Richardson Library - Interlibrary Loan Department
2. Dog Groomer - PetsMart
3. Sales Associate - Wet Seal
4. Server - NMU Catering Service
4 goals you've set for this year:
1. 3.8 - 4.0 NO LESS! HAA
2. Get a job!
3. Get more sleep!
4. Go out more!
4 movies you could watch over and over:
1. Analyze This/Analyze That
2. Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle
3. American History X
4. Anchorman
4 places you have lived:
1. Chicago, IL
2. Northbrook, IL
3. Negaunee, MI
4. Ishpeming, MI
4 TV shows you love to watch:
1. Family Guy
2. Yo Momma
3. That 70's Show
4. NEXT
4 places you have been on vacation:
1. California
2. Tennessee
3. Florida
4. Nevada
4 websites you visit daily:
1. livejournal.com
2. myspace.com
3. facebook.com
4.
4 of your favourite foods:
1. cereal
2. pasta, really of any sort
3. pizza
4. tacos
4 places you would rather be right now:
1. the black rocks
2. dead river falls
3. cedar
4. anywhere but here
(Note: These places all must be with* someone* though or I wouldn't really want to be there either).
It is soooo nice out today. :)
Time to go back outside!! :)
Current Mood: content
content12 April 2006 @ 03:40 pm
Nobody reads or comments on my journal. Not that it really matters, considering it still obviously serves its purpose. But yeah, I'm just saying.
Time to clean the ENTIRE house. And then study alllll night. Bleh.. I can't wait for tomorrow to be over. I could use a weekend.
Time to clean the ENTIRE house. And then study alllll night. Bleh.. I can't wait for tomorrow to be over. I could use a weekend.
Current Mood: tired
tired12 April 2006 @ 12:05 pm
I really don't understand why I am feeling the way that I do lately. The last few days there has been something weird in the air. I can't really explain it, but it's not good. I go about my day normally but there is always something underneath everything that I can't exactly comprehend. I know there is something I'm not catching onto right now. It's probably something really obvious.
I'm kind of afraid for the moment when I realize what this is all about.
I'm kind of afraid for the moment when I realize what this is all about.
Current Mood: worried
worriedCurrent Music: Garden State Soundtrack